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Outlier
02:57
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[Chorus]
Always been a floater in a pool
I can’t relax indescribable
feeling of my knuckles turning white
on the wheel that drives me home alone every night
“Hey, where’ve you been?” is not a question I’ve heard in a little while
I can do just fine by myself I still need you to check on-
Me and you are friends. So why can’t I see that you want me a-
Round and round my head. It spins cause I feel like y’all don’t want me at-
[Chorus]
And I know I can be a lot sometimes
And I know I am just a neighbor to you
And I know I don’t breathe the same lungs no more
And I know I can twist the story 7 times
But I know I can’t change my mind
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Keepers
03:41
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I’ve changed my mind
I’ve changed my mind today
Somethings just can’t
Somethings just can’t go your way
I know you try
So god damn hard sometimes
Just know you can’t
Weasel your way through this
[Chorus]
So are you done playing the victim?
Wasn’t I the one that had to avoid his gaze on mine
How does it feel protecting a coward?
Nothing’s better than wearing our weapons on my keys
So suddenly you cannot see
What we’ve all shown you
How is all of this so new to you?
Cut the ties and burn the bridges
[Chorus]
Didn’t I do what I’m supposed to?
So why do I see his face in this room
And don’t bring me aside and apologize
Cause you think you’re meant to
You’re so see through, it must kill you
Your fake morals go against you
And don’t try to deny what I know I survived
And you’ll never go through
So we will do what we’re supposed to
Handle everything like we always do
And make him go and hide
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Temper
02:57
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Trying to the breathe
Under thick skin
My temper’s got the best of me
Fall to my knees
Scrape what’s left of
Apologies never to be seen
[Chorus]
Where do I go to, now that times have changed?
Finding the person I’m meant to be
Rubbing salt into a healing wound
Plant thoughts in my head that’ll never bloom
Clicking my teeth
Cranking my neck
Just to relieve this dead energy
What’s left of me?
Unwarranted
Voices fighting for and against me
[Chorus]
There’s times where I don’t fill up space
Those days are only mine to blame
It’s somewhere between my mind and grave
And until then i’ll just sit and wait
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Pink Moon
03:41
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Drop from the rooftop where I heard my name called out
By the pink moon bathed in clouds
Still I wonder how I figured it all out
Maybe I will learn by noon
[Chorus]
Until then
I will drown my waning eyes in light
Until then
I will drink in the gleam of night
Far from where I last heard myself cry out into
The dark that still knows my name
I hear whispers of that late night April moon
Telling me to pay pay my dues
[Chorus]
I have forgotten what it all felt like
To be surrounded by the burnished night sky
And to think that I wasted all of my life
Waiting for our worlds to conform
Crash and burn
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New Routine
03:35
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Somehow my bones drifted apart and it’s no one’s fault that I lost myself
My head doesn’t want to rest on my own shoulders again
And I can’t be drunk alone with my thoughts and gin
Just learn to relax
Drink the hot water rolling off my back
Make me a new routine
Break the old habits enveloping me
My voice cracks on how to say this right
I'll never trust myself
When selfish thoughts react
I've done myself in again
I turned into the demon
I’ve sworn to always rise against
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